Under Pressure

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 Hello again!! Wrote some new lyrics :)
This song is about fighting against thoughts and emotions that cloud your head and put you under a lot of stress... This is to let it all go... (✷‿✷)

Why does it all have to be so confusing

Sometimes it’s just so hard to keep it all in

I try to keep a straight face and look alright 

But really I am in a cell fighting thoughts inside

My head’s never clear, I'm never me

They say, ‘be yourself’, that’s who I'm trying to be


All these emotions inside of me

Are kind of hard to carry

They’re heavy as gold and cold as ice

But I guess I gotta be humble and pay the price

Should I think of them as a chest of treasure

Cause isn't a diamond just a lump of coal that did well under pressure

Under pressure

Under pressure


Everyone’s counting on me to be responsible, to be real, to be special

And I’m counting on me to be the same

I’ve gotta be firm and live up to the expectations

And I’ve come to realise that it’s not child’s play

I try my best cause I wanna be a comfort

And not disappoint or go astray


All these emotions inside of me

I'm trying hard to carry

They’re heavy as gold and cold as ice

But I'm gonna be humble and pay the price

Do I think of them as a chest of treasure

Cause isn't a diamond just a lump of coal that did well under pressure

Under pressure

Under pressure


I guess that’s just how the world works

It puts the sky on your shoulders and it observes

Your potential to hold all the load

And be firm and strong till the end of the road

I don’t know what it holds for me

But i know that I accept the challenge, whatever it may be 

I’ll be not who the world wants me to be

But someone who’s not afraid to dream


All these emotions inside of me

I will sure learn to carry

I’ll not be silenced or chained

And I’ll not be confounded by the rain

I’ll carry my chest of treasure

And emerge as a diamond form the pressure

No I won’t be held under pressure 

Under pressure


PS: plz share your thoughts in the comments...

Comments

  1. Intriguing Ideas21 November 2020 at 20:22

    Amazing.....it's d story of everybody....

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  2. Nausheen29 November 2020 at 13:04

    Very true....Dhuha thrz reality in ur writg...amazg😘😘😘

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  3. Malik Bilal30 November 2020 at 09:23

    Having this thought at this age is amazing. It is really a great skill to interact with self and social. Whole life exhausts in search of "me", but, too early, you have picked up the right thread; the thread of "me". Keep unknotting, the meaning of "me" will appear to you with all its beauty, grandeur and vastness.

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  4. key27 December 2020 at 08:53

    This is superb! Keep writing :)

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